Friday, 12 August 2011

I made it!

I made it. I actually survived 3rd year. I've passed all my assessments, and all my end of year exams (including the OSCE where I was continually attacked by a wasp!) and I've survived. I'm finally a 4th year.

This year has been horrific, looking back. My grandfather died, my grandmother has been in and out of hospital very ill too, I've had surgery for a very stupid injury, and suffered a lot of ill health as a consequence; and I've had a bit of a decline in my mobility. Of all of that, losing my grandad just before my 21st birthday was definitely the worst part of the year. And although passing the year is a great achievement, it makes it all the more real that my grandad will never see me graduate. He was immensely proud of me, and what I do, and I wish he was here to see my finally happy and truly loving my degree and chosen career.

Having an entirely free summer is giving me time to reflect on the year and how it went. I think the best description has to be rocky. A bit like being on a boat in a storm, that's only just passed. But even with all the difficulties, I've done well in all my exams, I've become a lot more settled, and I've become more confident and happy. I've also made some truly fantastic friends this year. One of whom is a junior doctor, without whom I probably wouldn't have passed the year, or stayed sane. So, a BIG thank you for being an amazing friend this year goes to Natalie, a very lovely person and a fantastic F2 Doctor.

This year has definitely made me a stronger person, and I think things can only get better from this point. I'm much more open to the possibility of several careers in medicine, including paediatrics, anaesthetics, intensive care, as well as my still very strong love of A&E and Pre-Hospital medicine. I'm completely at home in the hospital now, and really loving my placements. I've realised even more this year how much of a privilege it is to see patients, and to all of you who let medical students see you, thank you, it really is SO valuable.

Next year I have much to look forward to. Rotations in Obstetrics and Gynaecology, Paediatrics, and my elective, a new PBL group and a chance to meet new people, and I honestly can't wait to get back. But, for now, I'm going to kick back and enjoy my summer. I won't get many more holidays like this, so I'm going to do my best to make the most of it!!




  1. I am impressed by your strength at getting through all of that. I hope you have a better 4th year.

  2. Helloo,
    This is an awkward comment but, well, I think I used to follow you on twitter and quite enjoyed your updates and now twitter is telling me I'm blocked. This is a very socially awkward thing to be asking I know but I'm concerned I accidentally said something to offend you! If that's the case please let me know, I really don't like coming across as horrible and therefore I'm genuinely a bit worried.
    Sorry for this weird post. I'm not really sure of twitter etiquette for this! Sarah x (

  3. Hi

    I have absolutely no idea why you're blocked! Have unblocked and reflowed you.

    Truffle x

  4. Twitter is weird sometimes! Apologies for the weird commenting approach but wasn't sure what else to do :/ Glad I haven't accidentally been upsetting people anyway ahaha xx


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